Am I always going to be bitter and twisted?
One of the worst things that I hate about divorced women is that so many are so stupidly bitter and twisted. Their subsequent lives are all a reaction to their ex-husbands. They manipulate the kids and don’t put them first above their own shit. These are all the things I’ve said about them.
But now I’m becoming one of them. I find myself wanting to punish him with the kids. I want them to feel hurt and let down that he is not ever going to visit them where we live now. I want them to be sad and cry and act out so I can ring him and tell him what he has done. This is so wrong that I am now taking it out on the kids. I am a swearing hideous evil mother. All the things that the divorced women turns out to be.
I’ve booked myself an appointment to get counselling. I am not going down that road. I cannot. He is not turning me into his biaaatch ex-wife. Living well is the best revenge.
